nobody's home

cant seem to walk out of this sadness.
This guilt of being unfilial, i cant shake off.
The pain and tears i saw, i cant forget.
The memories i have, intensify each day.
The words i recall hearing, kills me inside.
These emotions, i cant tell.


'come back often.. if not i wont be able to recognise you anymore..'

i just feel like crying.

i have failed my grandpa, my aunt, my family.